I have a dream that someday I would find a guy who will hurt my asshole but will never break my heart. It will also be nice if he can make me cry out of pleasure and make me scream in satisfaction. I hope a lad like that still exists.

If I could only choose one between cuddling or snogging, I'd definitely pick the latter, obviously, as I'm not the conventional type. I'm more of the wilder species, whose preference is deep penetration, where I could feel my bum being ripped apart.

The truth is, I'm a newbie when it comes to dating. It is a rare occasion to find me flirting with a stranger or even taking the initiative to invite someone to bed. Not gonna lie, I'm afraid to make the first move. Be honest with me, is being naive ...

What I am looking for is simple. I'm looking for a bloke to make the cold nights scorching hot. Make me writhe and beg for release. Someone who will give me the pleasure I have been seeking for so long.

The only thing that I wish right now is to stumble upon someone who is willing to dirty chat with me all night long or until I am pleased enough to release my baby batter. It has been long since I became sexually pleased in bed so I hope to find that...